a bit confession

okay, the title explain everything. so this post is all about confession

the first thing I want to say is...

oh yes! I loveeeee to cook, I loveeee to make something new and I hate failure

the second thing I want to say is...

she's got everything that she wanted but how could she want more?

the third thing I want to say is...

I dislike the way you show your wealth, its kinda cocky for me, oheyoooo mrs. highbrow

the fourth thing I want to say is...

I entrusted my friends for everything, but how could they distrusted me?

 the fifth thing I want to say is...

so envy, do I even have one majority?

 the sixth thing I want to say is...

it's really painful to have someone hate you while you love them

 now, that's some of the words that I want to confess. I know it sounds silly to post it here but I've got no one to hear me say. hey mr/s. somebody right there, do you still consider me as your friend? it's okay if you want to walk away, in fact I don't want to distract you if you don't want to.

love what is true and the world will come to you

when you make a mistake, you become ashamed and regretful and realize a lot of different things. you think of yourself as a failure, yet...even so, that is proof you've advanced one step ahead of where you were before. I'd like to believe that! this time you just to happened to fall through but you're surely advancing one step forward. so no matter how many times you fail, the last standing guy is the strongest

hey bloggers, long time no see ^_^ guess what, my last post is on last year eheee too lazy to make one. I think I'm gonna drop one of my social network such as twitter, formspring, tumblr and maybe I'll drop this too (sadly and it's more than one though)

by the way, have you ever wanted a thing but sometimes you said you don't want it to the others and forget about it but deep inside your heart you want it badly? to be honest, I wanna have my toefl score above 600, it's a very high standart that my parent gave to me but I think I want it too.

my brother said that he got around 540  (I forget exactly the score but I pretty sure it's around 540) not only that, he said that with his score, he can study aboard and he's trying to get schoolarship to Japan. personally I think it suit him 'cause Japan's techology is quite good, not the best but it's far better than here. and he took techology as his main study, man he has the future -_-

sometimes I kinda jealous with my brother, he has everything that he wanted to be, he has the plan while I got the prank. I have nothing to do with my future. I don't know where the future headed but at least we have something like you-call-it-illustration about what are you wanna be.

okay enough with those shit awwwk so long bloggers, till we meet again♥