hello bloggers long time no see, well I don't have words to say for this mumbling, I just want to type yeah

tropical!

I'm in love with the beauty of the island and the purity of the sea. I promise I will come back again. In the night, I could feel the wind is breezing gracefully, the sound of the water that hit the sea shore, I felt peace in me. Nobody can make me feel better than that. Really, the awesome scenery is tickling around me and makes my guitly feeling fade away! And in the morning, I can feel the fresh air, the birds are singing and...the sun rise. I'M IN LOVE♥♥♥♥♥

I'm taking one step backward just to make sure I'm not already in too deep. I'm afraid of losing so do afraid of loving. I'm not ready and I never be. God please take him faraway from me. I don't want to be close with him. Did I do something wrong? Is this something that I deserve? I need answers in every questions. I can't stand pain, I swear I can't

I dreamed a dream

I woke up in fears and tears

 I saw the boy sitting on the front seat, he wasn't talking, he wasn't moving. sitting silently and gazing empty space between the rhythm.

when I touch him, every thing was cold. I could feel my heart beat beating faster. suddenly, people were shouting "get away get away, that's not the place you should stand"

I don't know what to do and I hug the boy from behind and I know, there was no turning back.

and I woke up in fears and tears falling down. have I found you?

bored

Always act like you're wearing an invisible crown.

hey bloggers, I'm bored and bored and bored but I have sooo many things to do and still...I'm bored -_-

hey entertaiment, I'm here!

random



I was just like this all single time



can you just make the damn clear? cause I just can't see what is your point of view. you're just too odd to be true.

flawless bird, american boy

There is both joy and wonder in coming to understand another.

first post of February -_- okay, it's sooo late and honestly February is the busiest month (for now) I just got lots of tasks #$%^&((#$#%^&

okay now stop mumbling, and I would love to say SELAMAT HARI MAULID NABI! yah daripada merayain valentine lebih baik merayain maulid nabi \m/ hope I can be a better moslem

and after a very very very veeeeery long time stuck in a hopeless guy, maybe right now I find someone that is quite attractive. let's call him mawar. he's sooooo quirky. people who know that I might be like him, laugh their ass hard-_-

and when he told me that he's a shy boy, I was like............you're kiding me right.

well, yeah he makes me felt curious about him. I wanted to know more about him♥

ps. gws ya buat ayahnya novian, believe me I have been in your shoe. cheer up boy!

a bit confession

okay, the title explain everything. so this post is all about confession

the first thing I want to say is...

oh yes! I loveeeee to cook, I loveeee to make something new and I hate failure

the second thing I want to say is...

she's got everything that she wanted but how could she want more?

the third thing I want to say is...

I dislike the way you show your wealth, its kinda cocky for me, oheyoooo mrs. highbrow

the fourth thing I want to say is...

I entrusted my friends for everything, but how could they distrusted me?

 the fifth thing I want to say is...

so envy, do I even have one majority?

 the sixth thing I want to say is...

it's really painful to have someone hate you while you love them

 now, that's some of the words that I want to confess. I know it sounds silly to post it here but I've got no one to hear me say. hey mr/s. somebody right there, do you still consider me as your friend? it's okay if you want to walk away, in fact I don't want to distract you if you don't want to.

love what is true and the world will come to you

when you make a mistake, you become ashamed and regretful and realize a lot of different things. you think of yourself as a failure, yet...even so, that is proof you've advanced one step ahead of where you were before. I'd like to believe that! this time you just to happened to fall through but you're surely advancing one step forward. so no matter how many times you fail, the last standing guy is the strongest

hey bloggers, long time no see ^_^ guess what, my last post is on last year eheee too lazy to make one. I think I'm gonna drop one of my social network such as twitter, formspring, tumblr and maybe I'll drop this too (sadly and it's more than one though)

by the way, have you ever wanted a thing but sometimes you said you don't want it to the others and forget about it but deep inside your heart you want it badly? to be honest, I wanna have my toefl score above 600, it's a very high standart that my parent gave to me but I think I want it too.

my brother said that he got around 540  (I forget exactly the score but I pretty sure it's around 540) not only that, he said that with his score, he can study aboard and he's trying to get schoolarship to Japan. personally I think it suit him 'cause Japan's techology is quite good, not the best but it's far better than here. and he took techology as his main study, man he has the future -_-

sometimes I kinda jealous with my brother, he has everything that he wanted to be, he has the plan while I got the prank. I have nothing to do with my future. I don't know where the future headed but at least we have something like you-call-it-illustration about what are you wanna be.

okay enough with those shit awwwk so long bloggers, till we meet again♥