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How can you understand someone when that person don't understand you?

I think I regret something because I just made a very bad decision, well..it's not my decision.

I write it down in here, so that that person could read this, but I think it won't work, they never care.

first thing fist

yeey first post on 2012! well...it's been a very long time since the last time i saw my blog, hmmm so many things passed by and I just don't want to tell it in here because it could spend your time forever!

okaaay sooo, I have a new boyfie at 20th of June 2011(or perhaps July, I just can't find the difference between those months-_-) his name started with A and ended with E yeah some old jokes

there's soooo many things I really want to write here about him, but I don't want to be spoiled :p

hmmm maybe that's it! I have a feeling that he's gonna see this post and if I talk bad behind his back, he would screw me up! no no no he's not a monster, he's a.............some random person who walks into my life, yeeeey so smurfin lurv him! LOL

hello bloggers long time no see, well I don't have words to say for this mumbling, I just want to type yeah

tropical!

I'm in love with the beauty of the island and the purity of the sea. I promise I will come back again. In the night, I could feel the wind is breezing gracefully, the sound of the water that hit the sea shore, I felt peace in me. Nobody can make me feel better than that. Really, the awesome scenery is tickling around me and makes my guitly feeling fade away! And in the morning, I can feel the fresh air, the birds are singing and...the sun rise. I'M IN LOVE♥♥♥♥♥

I'm taking one step backward just to make sure I'm not already in too deep. I'm afraid of losing so do afraid of loving. I'm not ready and I never be. God please take him faraway from me. I don't want to be close with him. Did I do something wrong? Is this something that I deserve? I need answers in every questions. I can't stand pain, I swear I can't